My heart is breaking because of this. Among all these things I have to do, this is not the way I hoped it would go, not the way that I needed it to go. I need to knit. It is my stalwart thing, the thing that holds my world together.
So I am going to fix that right now. I am skipping the blog post today in favour of a wee fellas blanket, and some calming cream yarn and a pretty periwinkle blue.