Forgive the fuzzy pictures. The originals are, I think, on my laptop.
My mom always asks what I do with them all. I'm not sure what others do. Many people just enjoy knitting them but never really wear them. I wore them. All the time.
Back when I started knitting and worked in an office, I had a pretty plain wardrobe. Dark pants or skirts, plain blouses, simple tops, one of several jackets or a plain lightweight cardigan. For many years I had a large collection of pendants and necklaces and satin scarves to offset the basic uniform like wardrobe I wore. A cog in the wheel wardrobe for a cog in somebody else's wheel.
When I started knitting small shawls, I started wearing them. It was like jewelery. No. It was better than jewelery. My office was set up directly under a HVAC vent, near an main back entrance, and I was always chilly. It gave me such pleasure to wear something I had handmade and I was thrilled to be warmer.
It came to be like thumbing my nose at anything and anybody I felt trapped by. It was a statement that I am, I exist, that I was a thinking vibrant person who stood on my own, that I did not need anyone else to talk for me. This small statement, became a reminder, a prayer and a litany to recite, that I was so much more. Those small shawls and scarves of my early days knitting and wearing them every day, were a salvation of sorts.
I wore them working at the yarn store too. Everyday, something knitted. And then, while life was sorting itself out to now, I didn't wear them much anymore. I did not need them in the same way and I was always swathed in sweaters and usually, that was enough. I only very rarely wore them when I babysat. With the change in houses, and furniture, and situations, the shawls and scarves, for the first time in a while, have a pretty pragmatic, rational purpose. I feel chilly.
They are in a underbed storage container, but since the cold arrived, I have been digging for interesting stuff in there daily. They come out, but never seem to go back. To me that is a sign of a less than perfect solution. Or laziness. ;) Still, it is what I have right now. I am looking at options for easier tossing them at the end of a day.
Just fyi, I am wearing the green silk one today. Silk. Just for hanging around at home. Because I can.
I am leaning to keeping underbed storage long term, but I envision a cascade of them where I walk everyday, where air moves and stirs all the time, where they are out in a bright lit room as a place to put them while they are in such frequent use.
Command hooks, this may be your time to shine.
It's only been cold for a couple weeks. I have all winter to sort this out!
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